This I won't.

I'm torn. I'm confused. I'm lost and uncertain but I'm not unhappy. Not today. I've figured out some thing. Answered some questions that were tumbling around in my head. Easy solutions that were kind of right in front of me that whole time. I don't want to work at Cosmic anymore. I don't think I can handle it for a number of reasons. I can't be at a job where I'm constantly zoning out and glaring. I can't do it, that's not me. Or at least not the person I want to be. I can't deal with being yelled at for no reason and going home bitter and angry. It's just not worth it to me. I can't do it. I'm not an angry person. That job makes me one. I don't want to be on the patio and glare across the street. I'm not that person. So I think I may be done there. I'm gonna talk to someone about it and see if I can purely work at Little and then maybe move down to part time and get another job. I'll need the extra cash. I need it right now anyways. I can't even think to write right now. Maybe I'll try this again tomorrow.