Powerlines.

I'm a relationship person. I know that. I've known that for a long time but I wish deep down that I wasn't. I want to be okay being alone. Okay with just something casual, something that I know won't lead anywhere and nothing will come of it. A summer fling, a toss aside... I don't know. Something. But there will always be that burning desire to make that simple something into something more complicated. Couples frustrate me because I know that's what I don't have. I don't have someone to hold hands in the grocery store with. I don't have someone who wants to go for walks or be seen in public even. I don't have someone to go for breakfast with and hold hands over the table. Yet I see these people and these couples every day and I hate them for the simple fact that they have what I want. They have what I don't have.