BJW

Sometimes I'm afriad nobody will feel the way about me like he did.


But we were young and I'm fantasizing the way it was.

Girl

I don't understand, since when did I have this many girl feelings. Well actually that's a lie but I don't know what happeened and made me deny them. I guess it's hard. I mean, I don't want to ruin things or come across bad, or.. something. I'm not even too sure. That's just who we are here I guess, you can go on and have your emotions and I'm supposed to deny them and act like it's gross and make fun of you. But it's silly because right now I'm just all consumed in them right now. I want to just scream it to everyone I know. Yell it in your face. Because when you are not around it doesn't feel right. And when your not alright I worry all the time and I'm not alright. When you don't talk I assume the worst and it is the worst feeling ever because I don't know what I'd do without you around. And it hasn't even been that long but I guess it was a long time coming and it's been there for a while. I guess, I guess I just denied it. But I don't want to anymore, I'm just scared they are going to scare you away.