I think I stopped giving a shit. About life in general really. About all the things I used to care about or stress about. Some time last week when I had one of my awesome freakout sesh's where I paniced to the point that I was bawling and couldn't catch my breath I must have snapped and hit an off switch somewhere. Because now I'm just going with the flow. I could care less if you don't feel the need to text me back. So what, you say you are going to come for the weekend and ditch. Who cares that I don't talk to you all day and I'm sure I know exactly what you want from me. That's life. I'm not gonna fret over the smallest details anymore.
So party Lisa wants to come out. I think it's about time. I decided that it's totally normal to want to go to college just so I can get fully loaded and almost flunk out right? I'm pretty positive that is the main reason people go to college in the first place. Education can't be that important. Well, lol that sounds stupid but people go, get shitter'd all the time, sleep around and bust there asses so they have the most wicked memories to look back on. I need to start a story with "So my first college threesome.." or something around those lines. Again that sounds horrible but I'm being honest. I just want to have a slight alcholism problem again, not being sort of tipsy off a beer. I think textsfromlastnight is just a horrible horrible influential site. I read all the texts and I'm just like I COULD BE THAT GIRL! I mean I am in my prime years, I should be getting drunk and using up the best parts of my liver. I don't need it right now anways right?
On that note, it's totally legit to want to sleep with your ex's and such again right? You know, just for like old times sake? Just one more time for the books. Haha or so I can compare to what it was like before. Like a chance to redeem themselves? Holey ego, but really I've had so much bad sex that it's almost like I never gave them a chance in hell of going anywhere with it. I could have seriously bruised some egos.
I can't beleive I just wrote this all down, hahaha. My life is such a joke.
On that note, it's totally legit to want to sleep with your ex's and such again right? You know, just for like old times sake? Just one more time for the books. Haha or so I can compare to what it was like before. Like a chance to redeem themselves? Holey ego, but really I've had so much bad sex that it's almost like I never gave them a chance in hell of going anywhere with it. I could have seriously bruised some egos.
I can't beleive I just wrote this all down, hahaha. My life is such a joke.
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