Vivaldi

So I think I made him mad. I'm almost positive of it. But it's not my fault that I have places to go and people to see. He has no idea what it was like the last time around here. I did not have half the life I do now or the happiness and desire to live life to it's fullest. I think that it shows and that's why I'm going out all the time and making the best out of situations. I didn't expect to meet people or even to have friends but I think I'm going into life with a better outlook and more open then I was before. I'm so willing to change and try new things because life felt so stifled before with endless closed doors. I didn't talk to anyone other the Laci the last time around. I didn't do anything new. I loved it here but it wasn't like I knew so many people or did alot of things. It was mostly just me and Laci so I'm embracing anything that I can. I want to make a life here. A life more then just him. I think he's beginging to realize that maybe what he thought would come out of this isn't. I gave him his answer to dating and ever since then he's backed away. I think it's for the best. I don't want to make this an awkward situation, I don't want him to feel like I'm taking advantage of anything. Only time will tell. On a happy note I have plans again tonight. Zeigeist 2 and popcorn.