Can't control.

It would be easy. It would be so simple to slide back into that old life. I could slip in with my different groups of friends. Never being alone. Never having to worry about having plans or any downtime that I didn't want. It would be easy but I just couldn't do it anymore and I realized that. I like my simple life I'm leading now. I like waking up and knowing I'm gonna go to work and basically hang out and chat to the girls. I know who is going to be there and what to expect. There's no drama. And if there is drama it's very minimal and washes over by the next day.