September 20, 2009

Circulation

Someone once told me that the last person you think of before you go to sleep is the person that means the most to you. But what if you can't think of just one person? What if it's always multiple people every night. Because when my head hits the pillow I don't just fill my head with thoughts of one, but the thoughts of many. People that I had known a long time ago, almost as if it were a different life. People I thought I knew, that felt like family at one time but now it seems like forever ago. People I thought I'd never lose touch with. People who probably don't think of me even once a day. People who make my heart ache and make it impossible to sleep. But that's always my last thoughts. So what does that mean?

2 comments:

  1. The last person I thought of before I went to sleep last night was my ex. She makes me feel dysfunctional and twisted and make me ask if I was one of gods custom models that wasn't fit for mass production. You know, "Too strange to live and too rare to die" to quote Hunter Thompson...

    I dunno if it's the person that's the most important to you, maybe it's that last little subliminal message that's really important, like you telling you what you really need... make any sense?

    Also I really like reading your blogs (for what it's worth)

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  2. Oh well thank you! I just noticed a comment now, sorry!

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