June 10, 2009

It gets a little blurry.

My god what an awesome night. I felt like my day was almost heading down a downward spiral but it totally turned out differently. It's weird how much of a change this house can be on someone. It's just so welcoming and I'm the one making it feel awkward when it's not at all. I think once I get a job then it will be good. Matt said that in September he's likely going to be moving to Victoria and I can have his room if I want. I might take up that offer if it still stands because I would love to live in this house. It may just be him as part of it but we will see. Anyways tonight turned out to be awesome. Started it off by Matt, Topher, Sarah One and me doing shots of Lucky beer. Downed 2 cases while smoking seesha and getting to know them better. I don't feel that weird around the girls here now. I guess I'm really just a guy person and I get along with them better. I find it hard to get along with many girls and in a way I think I'm intimidated by them and feel like they are judging me or something. But that's not the case at all. Anyways after that we all biked down to the Drum and Monkey which I've never been to before and it was really good. I LOVE the feeling of being on a bike and could totally get into that. Man, when is the last time I legitimately biked? It feels like forever but really I could be so down with that. I NEED a bike, there is no other possibility. At the Drum I we met up with this Dylan guy and I started the conversation. I did, not the other way around! YESSS! I'm sooo fucking proud of myself it's almost insane and then we just talked basically all night long and he showed me magic tricks and was just really good company. We ate some Awesome Pizza and biked back home which was a fun adventure on it's own. We all stopped and Jeff, Matt and Topher tried to break down this huge sign and were just throwing signs around and biking down 17th with a huge Bud Light Lime sign inbetween them and I almost died laughing. Then we just got home and me and Matt had a really long conversation about just life and stuff. Geeze, I just love life right now and I'm so happy. I'm gonna try to wake up early tomorrow and walk down to 17th and beg for a job, My goal is to wake up early, no more of this 2pm bull. So we will see. But on that I really should try to catch some sleep. Loveeee.


Oh and I think I'm supposed to go camping this weekend. I really hope this turns out. I've been realizing lately that I love being outdoors and stuff like that and it will be another thing to cross off the list. Dave and I went playing by some river by the Talismen Center and were jumping across logs and playing around and it was so much fun. I defiantly need to be outside more and do things like that. It makes me feel like a child again, just hearing the leaves blow through the leaves and the sounds of nature... just thinking about it makes me feel all warm inside. It's calling me!!! Oh and I got offered to go camping tomorrow with Matt and Sara Two, I might go. We will see, he said it's like a 2 hour hike and that mayyyy be too much for me and kick my ass. But only time will tell.

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