But I knew she was jealous from the start.

I'm not a happy camper. I couldn't sleep last night at all. My fear of the dark and of being alone overtook any blocking abililty that I once had. Shaded figures kept popping in and out of the darkness, lurking over me making my heart go into a state of panic. Even music didn't work, my headphones made my laying uncomfortable at best and kept my brain working. Basically the opposite affect of what I wanted. All I wanted more then anything was to be in my own bed, surrounded by my own belongings and possesions, people that have known me my whole life and love me despite that. Instead I was in the pressence of the immature people who would rather get in a quick lay and keep me up then trying to further his life in any way. How about some consideration since I am less then a foot away from where you are taking up and think about how it feels to be me? Ha, who am I kidding? I shouldn't expect any less then you.