Effort Enough

one. There's something about people coming home that makes everything worthwhile and feel good again. Such a simple thing that completes the circle and erases a bad day.
two. Goodbyes can sometimes be the hardest and best thing you can do. So I decided today that if you can't even make it to say goodbye to me then obviously you shouldn't be in my life. When I was younger my mom had simple advice that I try my hardest to adhere to till this day. That is you never leave angry or on an angry tone. Just like the saying goes, never go to bad mad. Expect this one is different because you never know when you are going to see these people again. You don't know if something will happen and that could be the last time you will ever see them or talk to them again. So you want your lasting memory to be something pleasant, on good terms. Not in the heats of a silly argument. And to always say tell them you love them as your last word. Even if you could rip this persons head off, if you love them, let them know. Who knows if you ever get the chance to say it again. And well back to the point, I've had people walk out on me and leave without a goodbye time and time again. And that's it. It's not that hard to muster up the time for a hug, a quick passing of best wishes, I love you's if you do and a goodbye. So no goodbyes, mean no more hellos.
three. I want to travel. I'm getting that bug again. I want to live somewhere else. Start over clean with nothing but myself to know. I want to embark on a new adventure. Now's the hard part, figuring out how, where to and what for.
four. Mister dread-boy, why must you be so attractive to me and so far out of reach? I don't even know your name and know that when your close enough, the smell of you makes me want to consumed in it.