So high, so high.

So I'm okay with everything. If I get this job then that's all that matters because why would I want to stay in a life that I'm not going to be happy in. I don't like drama. I've been around drama all my life and it's really just not doing me any good. I want to be happy and not forced happy because of false presumptions about things. I don't need to have my name thrown around like some kind of circus act because I know I'm a good person and I deserve better then that. I try to help people. I give them the benefit of the doubt and see the good in them. And really, some people are just not worth it and if you don't see what I'm trying to do then you don't deserve my time of day or the compassion I am willing to give to you. So yeah, take advantage of it. Do what you feel like you need to do and when I'm gone you will realize I'm gone because you're not going to meet someone like me again. And that's life. That's just it. That's life.