11:11

I'm a strong believer that everything in life is set out for you ahead of time. Everyone you are supposed to meet, you will. Every person that is in your life is there for a reason. Every choice you make leads to where you are supposed to be. I think the reason why I believe this so strongly is because I'm conscience enough, know my thoughts and feelings so in depth, that I know when certain connections with people are made for a specific reason. To put this more clearly I've been in the postion many times when I met someone and instantly knew that something was going to be there. It's so intense of a feeling. It's as if something triggers in the mind that sets off this rough vision of what the future will entail with this person. It's so hard to describe and to put into words. It's as if some things just fall into place. It works all too well, effortless almost. Certain pinpoints or circumstances arrise where there is no other way to live other then you believe it's meant to be for whatever reason. I think this is the first time that I've almost wished that it wasn't true. But too many things add up. From the first meeting, to knowing absolutly obscure song lyrics that should be unknown and a list to continue on from there. Don't you think it means something that I have everything he needs. I've known what to say, what to offer, what to help with. I have what you need but it's not enough for you to notice that it's not just me pushing me to you. Isn't that enough?