Go-getter.

It's Saturday night. My room is a mess. There are crumbs all over my bed and I am alone. Alone with my thoughts and Sufjan Stevens. But, I think maybe I'm okay with this all. I think this is what I need. I need to wake up and look around. Realize that I need to start doing something. I need to start somewhere and get to somewhere else. I need a path. A goal. Anything. I need something other then nights filled with bruises and heartache. I don't know where to start but I think it's about time to figure it out. I don't know where to start or where I'm going to end up. But tonight, tonight I'm starting something. At least that's what I tell myself.