We had everything?

Can this movie just stop now? Can we call cut and have things go back to normal? Because I'm so tired and worn out and I can't stomach the thought of living each and every day like this. I'm over feeling like the punchline to this lifelong joke that I lead. I'm tired of the coincidences. I'm tired of the day-in-day-out drama and complications. I just want a break, please. To lay under the stars and not have to constantly wonder what is going to happen next, what will mess up next and where to go from there. It's exhausting and I can't even do it anymore. I can't do it anymore so please.