Tick Tock

Le sigh. I don't want you guys to go. Well, that's a lie. I do. But the selfish part of me doesn't. I don't want things to change. I like them the way they are. I don't want to sleep alone. Or have to try to plan out my days. Who else do I know here? And now I get it. I get how it felt and it sucks so hard. And it feels like I'm going to pull the same thing as you did. Get hurt, get upset, get gone. Just pack up and leave and start over sort of thing. Because really, what else is really keeping me here?